Life has been so crazy lately. I started back to work last week. It was harder than I thought it would be. I guess it didn't help that I ended up getting sick with bronchitis. Actually, I'm still sick with it. It's no fun. Everything feels very hectic. The weight loss and exercise has not been happening and the house is a mess. I work nights, so hubby has the baby at night and has been struggling with getting her to sleep at night. That's always been a struggle, but I guess I just got used to it. She just has a hard time settling down and wakes several times in the first couple of hours before staying down for the night. I feel horrible when he calls me at work and is stressed. I feel so guilty for not being there.
I know it will get better, but right now it's a struggle. I can't stand it when my house is a mess. I think that's one of the first things I need to tackle. I don't like being anxious in my own house. It just puts me in a bad mood. I need to come up with some kind of system so that I can keep up with everything. That includes this blog. I have many things I'd like to do with it, but it ends up on the back burner. I need a system...that's what I need.
"Labor" Day Moments
23 hours ago
2 comments:
You can do this! I agree systems are the best and kids like routine too. I've tried outlining my day with activities and hours and trying not to deviate unless absolutely neccessary. It never works, I always deviate, but I get a heck of a lot closer! Good luck, things will get better. Hug that husband, your a team.
Please do not ever doubt yourself!! You are the strongest woman I know: full time mom with a full time job (a job that has a honorable purpose), a full time wife and a great person in general! You will find your routine, it all just takes time! But I know if anyone can figure it out, it will be you!!!
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